Post by Sivoncé™ on Nov 21, 2008 17:54:26 GMT -5
To cut to the chase: I'm honestly not sure if I can handle being admin here anymore. Yeah, we're doing better than we were a few weeks back, but...
People are having fun again, and that's good....but me, personally....I don't feel the magic, I don't feel the....happy. I don't feel a thing except for this big hole where this place is supposed to be and...I gave my all. I gave everything I could to this place....it just feels like its slipping away from me, as a person. Maybe not for everyone else......but right now, for me, it feels like me and WotM are worlds apart. I miss it, but here.....this doesn't feel like WotM. Maybe it does to everyone else....I don't want to tell people we need to change anymore because maybe this is what makes everyone else happy and I would never want to change that for everyone. Right now....I guess I just need to figure out whether I should continue doing what I'm attempting to do...or.....god, i've no idea....
I'm not saying I don't care about this place.
I know I do because I get teary-eyed thinking about stuff like this.
I'm saying I just......
Read that poem I put in my author's corner. There's a line....something about "...repeticious task..." ... yeah, I wrote that poem about WotM in that week when barely anyone was around...
...I feel....quite lost here.
I need a few days to get things together. I'll come back online to answer PMs, but don't expect posts from me for a few days.
-Siveria.
This.....it reminds me of this vid I made a while ago:
www.youtube.com/watch?v=JduNG6PSY9w&feature=PlayList&p=04BDBB4B8157A441&index=6
Sorry guys
People are having fun again, and that's good....but me, personally....I don't feel the magic, I don't feel the....happy. I don't feel a thing except for this big hole where this place is supposed to be and...I gave my all. I gave everything I could to this place....it just feels like its slipping away from me, as a person. Maybe not for everyone else......but right now, for me, it feels like me and WotM are worlds apart. I miss it, but here.....this doesn't feel like WotM. Maybe it does to everyone else....I don't want to tell people we need to change anymore because maybe this is what makes everyone else happy and I would never want to change that for everyone. Right now....I guess I just need to figure out whether I should continue doing what I'm attempting to do...or.....god, i've no idea....
I'm not saying I don't care about this place.
I know I do because I get teary-eyed thinking about stuff like this.
I'm saying I just......
Read that poem I put in my author's corner. There's a line....something about "...repeticious task..." ... yeah, I wrote that poem about WotM in that week when barely anyone was around...
...I feel....quite lost here.
I need a few days to get things together. I'll come back online to answer PMs, but don't expect posts from me for a few days.
-Siveria.
This.....it reminds me of this vid I made a while ago:
www.youtube.com/watch?v=JduNG6PSY9w&feature=PlayList&p=04BDBB4B8157A441&index=6
Sorry guys
"My name is Percy Jackson, and I am INVINCIBLE!!"
