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Post by Destiny on Dec 7, 2007 19:15:48 GMT -5
Mosca.Oh Mosca.Why?Why were we cursed to be too wolves in love who could never be?WHY!Thite snarled viciously in his mind."In this wretched world.Every wolf has at least one perfect match.I'm cursed with two.No wolf should have two.But I do.That's why the decision i must make is ripping my heart in half."The tears had ceased by now.But there were still more hidden behind his eyes.Damn everyhting.DAMN EVERYTHING!Thite cursed himself.
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Post by .Rabid Lycan. on Dec 7, 2007 19:19:48 GMT -5
Mosca bowed her head in a slow nod. Finally, she could feel the words trickling out of his mouth. His once soothing voice something that the fae was dreading more than anything... yet wanting it. Wanting him to go ahead and say it. At least... at least he'll be happy with Sunblaze. Happy... happy like I could never be. Like I could never make him feel. I can never make anyone happy...
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Post by Destiny on Dec 7, 2007 19:26:05 GMT -5
Thite new he was hurtung her.He hated himself for it."I wnat to be with you.I want to hear your voice.Wake to your scent.Live by your side.But Sunblaze.I don't know what it is Mosca.I want her to.I know she wants me.The words I love you actually came from her maw.And I told her so."he gazed deeply upon her.Lightly touching his nose to her forhead."Were as with you I was never sure.Never sure you loved me.I was a stupid wolf was'nt I?He murmurered"Such a stupid wolf.
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Post by .Rabid Lycan. on Dec 7, 2007 19:39:46 GMT -5
Mosca opened her eyes and looked into Thite's. "No... you aren't a stupid wolf. I suppose I... I just don't trust wolves..." Her thoughts trailed to her brother. Her father. All the wolves she had seen and tried to help, beaten or raped or killed by their families. No, she was not easily trusting... and when love came along, she was so sure that something would happen.
"...I trusted you, Thite... I loved you more than anyone." She sighed, almost shakily. "I do trust you... do love you... But I understand that you love Sunblaze more." She lifted her muzzle and touched his nose to hers a final time before standing and pulling away from him.
"I guess you could say I am a wolf of the dead. Everywhere I go their seems to be despair and melancholy..." She shook her head. Every fucking day of my life... "You should be with a wolf that can show you happiness, and I am confident in saying that Sunblaze will make you happy."
The black fae looked to the sky. She knew her place. She was cursed with having to help wolves. To punish the wrongdoers. And now she knew that she would die as a wolf helping others. She could feel death, inevitable and waking, ready to take her into the afterlife... take her to see her mother again.
"Thite... I would never choose revenge over you. Never. But I realized that time in the waterfall... that you would never be happy with a wolf like me. I'm going to die soon, I can feel it. So I jumped... but I want you to know that I jumped for you, not for my brother." She gritted her fangs and began to pad across the meadow, in the direction of the mountains. "But now I've delayed the devil too long... and its time for me to meet my maker-- and repay him in kind for all that he's done!" Her last words came out as a hiss, and she lunged into a sprint. To find her brother. To find her death. To find her salvation.
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Post by Destiny on Dec 7, 2007 19:50:24 GMT -5
Thite eyes glimmered with the hidden crystal tears."I love you Mosca.Forever and always."Solomley he hauled his crown to the sky.The howl that escaped his maw was one of many emotions.Love,passion,regret,deception,anger,betrayel,hate,sorrow,pain,deceit,ignorance, and many more that could not be name for they were tainted by sorrow. Masked by deception.Forever lost to the world.He let his song pour forth.the rest of it anyway.
"Every time we lie awake.
After every hit we take.
Every feeling that I get.
I don't miss you yet.
Every wolf kept awake.
By every sigh and scream we make.
All the feelings that I get.
But I still don't miss you yet.
Only when I stop to think about it.
I love everything about you.
Why do I love you?
I love everything about you.
Why do I love you?
Every time we lie awake.
After every hit we take.
Every feeling that I get.
But I haven’t missed you yet.
Only when I stop to think about it.
I love everything about you.
Why do I love you?
I love everything about you.
Why do I love you?
Only when I stop to think.
About you, I know.
Only when you stop to think.
About me, do you know.
I love everything about you.
Why do I love you?
You love everything about me.
Why do you love me?
I love.
You love.
I love.
You love me.
I love everything about you.
Why do I love you?"
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Post by .Rabid Lycan. on Dec 7, 2007 19:57:14 GMT -5
(heh, so familiar... :  Mosca heard this howl, and raised her muzzle and let her own wolfsong pour out into the world: "Will I come up for air, come up for air?
After awhile the current is calling me
Lulling me, waving goodbye
I'm out here alone, oh God can you save me now?
Sinking my heart turns to stone...
Save me, take me home
Over and over again
Save me, take me home
Wishing that this all would end
Save me, take me home
Over and over again
Save me, take me home
Wishing that this all would end...
After awhile the current is calling me
Lulling me, waving goodbye
I'm out here alone, oh God can you save me now?
Sinking my heart turns to stone
After awhile the current is calling me
Lulling me, waving goodbye
I'm out here alone, oh God can you save me now?
Sinking my heart turns to stone...
Save me take me home
When I come up for air
Save me take me home
When I come up for air
Save me take me home
Over and over again
Save me take me home..."And she finished, silently: Wishing that this all would end..."God, I love you Thite... love you so much..." She finally disappeared on the horizon, consumed by the woodland... consumed by everything. |
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Post by Destiny on Dec 7, 2007 20:02:12 GMT -5
Thite watched her.Until she was gone.Gone.Forever."I love you Mosca.Damn it I do.I promise I'll see you again.If it kills me I'll see you again."He murmurered to her shadow as the horzion enveloped it.Gone from his vision.Gone from him. Even if it kills me.Even if it kills me.(hehe.I't seemed fitting.So sad  oh sooo sad ;( ) |
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Post by .Rabid Lycan. on Dec 7, 2007 20:05:29 GMT -5
~:~End of Thread~:~ (Yeah... that was sad... ....why can't everyone be happy? *now I feel like listenin to "If Everyone Cared" : |
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- New Moon, Shadow Walker
"My name is Percy Jackson, and I am INVINCIBLE!!"
oh sooo sad ;( )
